You asked where to find love
I said in my heart
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05121991
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Electronic & Computer Engineering
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Iris Jenny Joanna Kelly Kenny Kin xing Leon Mandy Miaoling Ming Gui Peiyen Pik Huei Regina Safura
Sandra Sean Shermaine Supernumerary Tee Hou Vincent Wei Qi William Yuan Hao Zheng hou Zhi hui
Sunday 20 June 2010, 20:53
COMPLICATED......为什么这么难琢磨你的一切。。。。。。。。。。
我好累可是我不会放弃的，因为我太爱你了。。。。。。。。
Monday 10 May 2010, 19:45
Since the skool started on april until nw,i am very busy.The heavy workload has given me more stress and exhaustion.
I tot this would be good as by making myself busy,
i can forget some of the bad memories.
However,sometimes a scar will always remain as a scar,
no matter how hard we try to cover the ugly, dirty scars,
in the end it will be visible.
Just now when I was in the bus,the thing jus came back into my mind again!!
The music that I listen just simply matches it.
No matter how i shuffle the song list,
it will appear those song that suits my Emo feeling.
I don like this Emo feeling and i know its not good,
but sometimes its very hard not to be Emo when you are feeling 'low'
and seeing that whatever I do have gone to a waste and not getting back in return.
Short,Stupid,Useless,Ugly---I am in all these category(although im not in the extreme end of all this category)
I am tired of making people laugh with fake smile.
On the other hand,I also dont want to express my exhaustion to my friends around me
as I know they have their own problems.
I am tired of becoming a clown in front of everybody
when sometimes people may not appreciate.I am really tired.......
Lastly,I hope that after reading this post(hope that got people will read),
you all will not take it into your heart
as this is the onli medium that i can express my super 'low' feeling.
Furthermore,I dont want you all to add more problems into your mind.
I will recover asap....Thx lots.
Saturday 10 April 2010, 11:36
在这几年的努力与奋斗，我得到了什么？我成长了多少？
在这几年的执著与坚持，你又得到了什么？
你又成长了多少？
我们真的要这样子的度过一年又一年吗............
Monday 29 March 2010, 16:43
我覺得你需要勇氣。。。我也覺得我需要勇氣。。。
我更覺得我們需要勇氣。。。
Why do people like to go back to the past?
Why are some people be taken for granted?
Why are some people not appreciative of others?
Why do some people's action are seen by so many people but not the person he/she love?
Tuesday 23 March 2010, 12:24
這則愛情感人的故事與大家分享。。。背你上楼的男人
她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.
可是,他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着. 白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,
下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,
晚上,他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.
她认为,自己的生活太不协调.
这样的恋情,从开始的那一天,便仿佛注定了某一种结局.
他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口,道一声晚安,匆匆离去.
那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!
他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好,然后他回头,说,好.
他没问理由. 他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,他说休息一下好不好,
她突然来了兴致,娇嗔着说不行.
他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼.
她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.她知道他说的是真的, 她有了一丝感动.
但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持.
爱情的本身,除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.
城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下.
他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.她听着,淡淡的.
那时她已经有了新的男友,门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种.
然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.
她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.
她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,很绅士地道一声晚安,
然后离去某一天她说,背我上去吧.
男友说 ,行..那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.她伏在男友的背上,
与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.
男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.
那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别.
她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?
然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。
她扔掉了电话,那一刻,她觉得自己正在失去整个世界.
几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档.
他把戒指扬了扬,说, 五千块.她乐了. 然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.
她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.途中他累了,
他说这次让不让休息,她说不行不行.
他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.
这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,
甚至可以不问理由, 那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?
她给了他一个长久热烈的吻。
If I have the chance,I will do the same thing...trust mi..i will
Thursday 11 March 2010, 09:57
Haiz.....sick this wk!!!!cannot do anything.....keep coughing and coughing and coughing....
throat sore like anytime can burn off like that.....
hope can recover soon....
The more sick I am the more I tink of U...
The more I tink of U the more sick I am....
LOL...so complicated.......
Off to cook lunch.....
-sign off-
Tuesday 2 March 2010, 23:03
我是個失敗的男人。。。。haiz......