You asked where to find love
I said in my heart
Eng Teck
18
05121991
Ngee Ann Polytechnic
Electronic & Computer Engineering
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Iris Jenny Joanna Kelly Kenny Kin xing Leon Mandy Miaoling Ming Gui Peiyen Pik Huei Regina Safura
Sandra Sean Shermaine Supernumerary Tee Hou Vincent Wei Qi William Yuan Hao Zheng hou Zhi hui
Monday, 10 May 2010, 19:45
Since the skool started on april until nw,i am very busy.The heavy workload has given me more stress and exhaustion.
I tot this would be good as by making myself busy,
i can forget some of the bad memories.
However,sometimes a scar will always remain as a scar,
no matter how hard we try to cover the ugly, dirty scars,
in the end it will be visible.
Just now when I was in the bus,the thing jus came back into my mind again!!
The music that I listen just simply matches it.
No matter how i shuffle the song list,
it will appear those song that suits my Emo feeling.
I don like this Emo feeling and i know its not good,
but sometimes its very hard not to be Emo when you are feeling 'low'
and seeing that whatever I do have gone to a waste and not getting back in return.
Short,Stupid,Useless,Ugly---I am in all these category(although im not in the extreme end of all this category)
I am tired of making people laugh with fake smile.
On the other hand,I also dont want to express my exhaustion to my friends around me
as I know they have their own problems.
I am tired of becoming a clown in front of everybody
when sometimes people may not appreciate.I am really tired.......
Lastly,I hope that after reading this post(hope that got people will read),
you all will not take it into your heart
as this is the onli medium that i can express my super 'low' feeling.
Furthermore,I dont want you all to add more problems into your mind.
I will recover asap....Thx lots.